Maybe

Maybe I should pierce every possible part of my anatomy,
and then dye my hair with every possible color known to man,
and then tattoo whatever part still left exposed from the piercings,
and grow my hair long,
and get drunk,
and then get stoned,
and clobber people,
and get clobbered,
and hang my self from the ceiling,
or better yet crucify my self,
and have somebody burn my cross,
or maybe i should learn to love sincerely, without agenda,
and learn how to behave properly when someone loves me in return,
and devote my self to religion,
and detach my self from all worldly affairs,
and then maybe..just maybe, i will know what i really want.